<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12043552</id><updated>2011-04-21T19:13:08.296-04:00</updated><title type='text'>Walking Through Glass, Dreams and Writing</title><subtitle type='html'>In this Weblog, I hope to explore dreams, poetry (and other writing), and the connections between dreaming and writing.  I hope you will participate in a dialogue on the subject.  Please DO post comments.</subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://walkingthroughglass.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/12043552/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://walkingthroughglass.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>Mary Stebbins Taitt</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_U18Pkzzfm1c/S0N4gotxbZI/AAAAAAAAAHo/hB151xE0_Ss/s1600/Self%3Dportrait%2Bwith%2BRoses%2B100104-1721%2BJan%2B4,%2B2010%2B9-21%2BPM%2B606x605-762657.jpg'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>18</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12043552.post-117077768446067173</id><published>2007-02-06T11:01:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2007-02-06T11:01:24.463-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Don’t Read This Poem (An Invitation)</title><content type='html'>&lt;span class="gmail_quote"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;    &lt;font size="4"&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Don&amp;#39;t Read This Poem (An Invitation)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;div bgcolor="white" text="black"&gt;  &lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;My daughter calls from the other room; she&amp;#39;s found a family dead. &lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;All dead, all but one small baby hidden among the bedding.&lt;span&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;A family&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;is dead in my room too, leaving another orphaned baby.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;Don&amp;#39;t read this poem.&lt;span&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;My teachers told me, don&amp;#39;t say that. &lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;&lt;i&gt;Don&amp;#39;t mention you&amp;#39;re writing a poem&lt;/i&gt;.&lt;span&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;As if the reader, &lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;dear reader, won&amp;#39;t notice.&lt;span&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;i&gt;And don&amp;#39;t say anything weird&lt;/i&gt;.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;&lt;i&gt;Over the top &lt;/i&gt;, they would say.&lt;span&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;i&gt;There are rules in poetry&lt;/i&gt;.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;I always seem to break them.&lt;span&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Perhaps I also shouldn&amp;#39;t mention &lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;that I am writing this on red &lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;paper. &lt;span&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Blood red.&lt;span&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;What I picked from the scrap bin, coincidence&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;or synchronicity.&lt;span&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;By the time you see this, though, the red&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;will have turned to white the way a face loses its color in death. &lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;Two families dead, two orphaned babies.&lt;span&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;But they aren&amp;#39;t people.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;We&amp;#39;re in the animal-care rooms in the museum&amp;#39;s basement.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;The babies are mice, one tan, one maroon, both just starting &lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;on the first hint of hair, eyes sealed shut.&lt;span&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Orphaned.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;Of course, they will die without their mothers; we all know that.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;They&amp;#39;re not weaned.&lt;span&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;But I am, so why the fuss? &lt;span&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;Okay, I&amp;#39;m an orphan.&lt;span&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;But, I&amp;#39;m also a mother.&lt;span&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I put the babies &lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;in my blouse to nurse from my own breasts.&lt;span&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Could you just not &lt;/p&gt;   &lt;p&gt;read this?&lt;span&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I know you&amp;#39;ll disapprove, but that&amp;#39;s what I did.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;It&amp;#39;s sort of circular, really, since I&amp;#39;m the orphan now.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;But I&amp;#39;m sixty, my parents both dead at eighty-three. &lt;span&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;No infant, I.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;In the dream, the babies grow to the size and shape of ferrets&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;and move inside my silk blouse like snakes, undulating, sinuous.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;In my black velvet skirt and blood-red jacket, I hide myself &lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;from everyone so these babies can nurse and live.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;I am the orphan baby.&lt;span&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I am the snake maiden, I am the mother, &lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;I am the grandmother.&lt;span&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I am as tiny as a newborn mouse  &lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;and I am the crone slipping into the grave.&lt;span&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;But you knew all that already, and knew the dual nature &lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;of my Geminian twins, the yin and yang of me.&lt;span&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Even,&lt;/p&gt;   &lt;p&gt;perhaps, the strange depths to which I&amp;#39;d sink to survive this grief.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;But did you remember that you had a breast and milk &lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;you could offer an orphan?&lt;span&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;If you&amp;#39;ve gotten this far, &lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;you could hold me.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;Mary Stebbins Taitt&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;070206c, 1&lt;sup&gt;st&lt;/sup&gt; Tuesday, February 06, 2007&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;Here is the original dream:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;  &lt;h1&gt;Nursing Orphans and Outside Approval, Dream Sunday, February 04, 2007 &lt;/h1&gt;  &lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;Sara and I are in animal care and discover that in two cages of mice in two separate rooms, the mother mouse and all the babies but one (each) are dead.&lt;span&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;She discovers one in one room and I discover the other in the other room. &lt;span&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;The babies are very small.&lt;span&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;They&amp;#39;ve just begun growing hair.&lt;span&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;One is yellowish tan and the other sort of maroon-colored.&lt;span&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I take them into my blouse to nurse them at my own breasts so that they won&amp;#39;t die. &lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;The scene cuts to a huge science fair.&lt;span&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I am the head judge or some other very important person.&lt;span&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I am wearing a wine-colored velvet jacket, a long black velvet skirt and a wine &amp;amp; black silk blouse. &lt;span&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;The baby mice have grown to the size and shape of young ferrets and are living inside my blouse, not weaned yet.&lt;span&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;They move sinuously, bulging the blouse oddly.&lt;span&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I worry about offending people with the snake-like babies nursing inside my beautiful clothes. &lt;span&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I worry about it so much that I find a private place to sit, assist the babies in their nursing, and worry about what I should do.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;This is the second dream in two nights that involve nurturing young of other species. &lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;The dream poem I wrote yesterday was made of dreams from two different night—the monkey dream and rose petal dream were originally two separate dreams.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;span style="font-size: 12pt;"&gt;I don&amp;#39;t see much potential in this dream for a poem. &lt;span&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;If the monkey dream was weird, this one is weirder and more &amp;quot;unacceptable.&amp;quot;&lt;span&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br&gt;  &lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;--&lt;br&gt;&lt;font color="gray" size="2"&gt;Also Posted by Mary Stebbins Taitt to &lt;a href="http://dreamlitg.blogspot.com/2007/02/dont-read-this-poem-invitation.html" target="_blank" onclick="return top.js.OpenExtLink(window,event,this)"&gt; DreamlitG&lt;/a&gt; at 2/06/2007 10:54:20 AM and to &lt;a href="http://halfformed.blogspot.com/2007/02/dont-read-this-poem-invitation.html"&gt;Half-formed&lt;/a&gt;.&amp;nbsp; I wanted to post it HERE, but kept doing it in the wrong place, DUH!&amp;nbsp; Sorry!&amp;nbsp; If you read all my blogs (fat chance), I apologize for the repetition! &lt;br&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/div&gt;  &lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12043552-117077768446067173?l=walkingthroughglass.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://walkingthroughglass.blogspot.com/feeds/117077768446067173/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=12043552&amp;postID=117077768446067173' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/12043552/posts/default/117077768446067173'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/12043552/posts/default/117077768446067173'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://walkingthroughglass.blogspot.com/2007/02/dont-read-this-poem-invitation.html' title='Don’t Read This Poem (An Invitation)'/><author><name>Mary Stebbins Taitt</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_U18Pkzzfm1c/S0N4gotxbZI/AAAAAAAAAHo/hB151xE0_Ss/s1600/Self%3Dportrait%2Bwith%2BRoses%2B100104-1721%2BJan%2B4,%2B2010%2B9-21%2BPM%2B606x605-762657.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12043552.post-117052063395972820</id><published>2007-02-03T11:36:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2007-02-03T11:37:13.973-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Rose Petals and Snowflakes</title><content type='html'>&lt;!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--&gt;&lt;!--[endif]--&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;At the edge of the woods, I call my monkey.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Stand and call, without much hope.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;It’s not a pretty &lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;woods, not a forest you’d see in a painting&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;full of repeating tree trunks and slants of light.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;It’s a tangled mess, impenetrable.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;And it’s winter.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Snow lies over the ground&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;and on the branches of every twig and vine.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;It’s been months since Mr. Grim went missing &lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;and I think, “what could a monkey find to eat&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;out there in winter?&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;There’s nothing.”&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;But I stand and call, not even loudly, since it seems &lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;so hopeless.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Just a plaintive cry, more like a child &lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;calling for her mother, more like I was the one lost &lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;and not the monkey.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;But then, there he is,&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;scampering through the woods, leaping up into my arms.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;He’s disheveled, hair mussed and full of twigs and snowflakes.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;He’s grown.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;He’s the size of a child, the size I was &lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;at the time I first remember my mother pulling petals&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;from a faded rose, tossing them high into the air &lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;and letting them fall around me, cascading, twisting &lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;back and forth like pink geese landing on a clear blue pond.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Not tepid pink—fuchsia, hot saturated pink.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;And remember&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;how much bluer the skies were then?&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;So deeply, serenely blue.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;A blue that could swallow us, and often did.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Not the faded skies the politicians give us now, full of ozone &lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;and acid rain.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I walk back toward home carrying Grim &lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;on my hip, his small arms around my neck, his hands &lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;clutching me.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;We stop to pull tiny rose petals &lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;from tiny white roses and toss up four handfuls.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;They flutter &lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;down among snowflakes against a sky lost in a blizzard white.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;When I wake up and don’t have Grim, I’m confused.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;I think I have to hurry home where Mr. Grim is still lost &lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;and rescue him from the woods.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;It’s a while before I’m awake &lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;enough to realize he’s gone.&lt;span style=""&gt;   &lt;/span&gt;Grim’s dead; my mother’s dead.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;And there are no white roses blooming in this winter’s snow.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--&gt; &lt;!--[endif]--&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--&gt; &lt;!--[endif]--&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--&gt; &lt;!--[endif]--&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--&gt; &lt;!--[endif]--&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Mary Stebbins Taitt&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;h2&gt;For Margaret and Grim&lt;/h2&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;1&lt;sup&gt;st:&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/sup&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt; &lt;/span&gt;Saturday, February 03, 2007&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;070203e&lt;/p&gt;   p365-07P&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12043552-117052063395972820?l=walkingthroughglass.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://walkingthroughglass.blogspot.com/feeds/117052063395972820/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=12043552&amp;postID=117052063395972820' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/12043552/posts/default/117052063395972820'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/12043552/posts/default/117052063395972820'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://walkingthroughglass.blogspot.com/2007/02/rose-petals-and-snowflakes.html' title='Rose Petals and Snowflakes'/><author><name>Mary Stebbins Taitt</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_U18Pkzzfm1c/S0N4gotxbZI/AAAAAAAAAHo/hB151xE0_Ss/s1600/Self%3Dportrait%2Bwith%2BRoses%2B100104-1721%2BJan%2B4,%2B2010%2B9-21%2BPM%2B606x605-762657.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12043552.post-114606103820170175</id><published>2006-04-26T10:16:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2006-04-26T10:17:18.210-04:00</updated><title type='text'>Space Woman</title><content type='html'>&lt;a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7242/953/1024/Space%20Woman%20G-2.1.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="CLEAR: all; FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7242/953/400/Space%20Woman%20G-2.1.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;   Space Woman lands in Hamlin Marsh, self-portrait for &lt;a href="http://mondayartday.blogspot.com/"&gt;Monday Artday.&lt;/a&gt; Photo by Mary Stebbins.&amp;nbsp;&lt;a href='http://picasa.google.com/blogger/' target='ext'&gt;&lt;img src='http://photos1.blogger.com/pbp.gif' alt='Posted by Picasa' style='border: 0px none ; padding: 0px; background: transparent none repeat scroll 0% 50%; -moz-background-clip: initial; -moz-background-origin: initial; -moz-background-inline-policy: initial;' align='middle' border='0' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12043552-114606103820170175?l=walkingthroughglass.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://walkingthroughglass.blogspot.com/feeds/114606103820170175/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=12043552&amp;postID=114606103820170175' title='7 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/12043552/posts/default/114606103820170175'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/12043552/posts/default/114606103820170175'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://walkingthroughglass.blogspot.com/2006/04/space-woman.html' title='Space Woman'/><author><name>Mary Stebbins Taitt</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_U18Pkzzfm1c/S0N4gotxbZI/AAAAAAAAAHo/hB151xE0_Ss/s1600/Self%3Dportrait%2Bwith%2BRoses%2B100104-1721%2BJan%2B4,%2B2010%2B9-21%2BPM%2B606x605-762657.jpg'/></author><thr:total>7</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12043552.post-114359074544208358</id><published>2006-03-28T19:05:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2006-03-28T19:05:45.470-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Not a poem</title><content type='html'>  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;b style=""&gt;Not a Poem:&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Patrick Lawler follows St. Francis Down the Freeway&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;   &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Because it's a solar oven, I sit in the car with door open.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I read a Patrick Lawler poem from his new book, &lt;i style=""&gt;Feeding the Fear&lt;/i&gt;.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Then I read another.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;While I am reading, clouds of shadow pass over the page, roiling and twisting.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Heat radiation.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;The sun bends through it reaching toward the words. They escape like smoke.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I tumble into the hooting coos of mourning doves.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;This is not a poem, I say.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;This is mortality.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;We dream the world solid.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I bang on it with my fist.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt; &lt;i style=""&gt;See&lt;/i&gt;, I say to no one in particular.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;To Dante, to Persephone, to you, &lt;i style=""&gt;see? &lt;/i&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;It's not a dream.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;It's too hard to be a dream.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Too difficult.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;It's real.&lt;span style=""&gt; &amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;My hand hurts, and the banging echoes in my head.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I wake up.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;It's morning.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I brush my teeth, start frying eggs. Then I wake up again.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I'm in this car and it is driving down the road by itself.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;No one is steering.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;The car goes faster and faster.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Careens down a hill.&lt;span style=""&gt; &amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;But I'm okay.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I'm reading this poem by one of the Patrick Lawlers, reading through shimmering shadows, through heat and dove song, and I know this is just a dream.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Mary Stebbins, 060328&lt;/p&gt;   &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;b style=""&gt;Not a Poem:&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Patrick Lawler follows St. Francis Down the Freeway&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;   &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;The car's a solar oven; I leave the door open.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Inside, feet hanging out, I read a poem from Patrick Lawler's new book, &lt;i style=""&gt;Feeding the Fear&lt;/i&gt;.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Then another.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Clouds of shadow pass over the page as I read, twist and weave.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Heat radiation.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;The sun bends through it reaching toward the words. They escape like smoke.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I tumble into the coos of mourning doves.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;When I stand again, they gather on my arms and shoulders in pairs.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;This is not a poem, I say.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;This is mortality.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;We dream the world solid.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt; I bang on it with my fist.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;i style=""&gt;See&lt;/i&gt;, I say to no one in particular.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;To Dante, to Persephone, to you, &lt;i style=""&gt;see? &lt;/i&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;It's not a dream.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;It's too hard to be a dream.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Too difficult.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Too real.&lt;span style=""&gt; &amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;The thumping hurts my hand and echoes in my head.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I wake up.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;It's morning.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I brush my teeth, start frying eggs. Then I wake up again.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I'm in this car and it is driving down the road by itself.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;It goes faster and faster.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Careens down a hill.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;In most dreams, I'd be terrified, but I'm okay.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I'm reading this poem by one of the Patrick Lawlers, reading through shimmering shadows, through heat and dove song, and I'm safe because I know this is just a dream.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Mary Stebbins, 060328b&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;br clear="all"&gt;&lt;br&gt;-- &lt;br&gt;I am certain of nothing but the Heart's affections and the truth of the Imagination- John Keats&lt;br&gt;Mary &lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12043552-114359074544208358?l=walkingthroughglass.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://walkingthroughglass.blogspot.com/feeds/114359074544208358/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=12043552&amp;postID=114359074544208358' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/12043552/posts/default/114359074544208358'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/12043552/posts/default/114359074544208358'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://walkingthroughglass.blogspot.com/2006/03/not-poem.html' title='Not a poem'/><author><name>Mary Stebbins Taitt</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_U18Pkzzfm1c/S0N4gotxbZI/AAAAAAAAAHo/hB151xE0_Ss/s1600/Self%3Dportrait%2Bwith%2BRoses%2B100104-1721%2BJan%2B4,%2B2010%2B9-21%2BPM%2B606x605-762657.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12043552.post-114270020950016197</id><published>2006-03-18T11:43:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2006-03-18T11:58:11.066-05:00</updated><title type='text'>A Sudden Change of Seasons</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="font-weight:bold;"&gt;A Sudden Change of Seasons&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My father disappears &lt;br /&gt;in stacks at a crowded bookstore.&lt;br /&gt;The aisles echo,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;now oddly empty.&lt;br /&gt;Calling his name,&lt;br /&gt;searching in ancient&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Greek and Latin, in Shakespeare &lt;br /&gt;and George Bernard Shaw, &lt;br /&gt;my mother and I bump&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;into each other &lt;br /&gt;It is later &lt;br /&gt;than we thought. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We missed&lt;br /&gt;the downtown bus. &lt;br /&gt;Eat lunch and wait&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;in the sun.&lt;br /&gt;Between planters of petunias and golden&lt;br /&gt;honey locusts, we watch&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;for my father. &lt;br /&gt;I think I see him, &lt;br /&gt;an anonymous man &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;in a brown felt hat &lt;br /&gt;and trench coat flapping &lt;br /&gt;headed our way,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;books tied in twine&lt;br /&gt;and brown paper. The city bus&lt;br /&gt;blocks him from sight, won’t stop&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;when I try to flag it down. When it is gone&lt;br /&gt;without us, my father is gone&lt;br /&gt;again, too. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I think he’s vanished &lt;br /&gt;into the city until I spot him &lt;br /&gt;sledding&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;with a group of children, &lt;br /&gt;running up the snowy hill &lt;br /&gt;with an air mattress. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He turns, waves once, &lt;br /&gt;and continues on &lt;br /&gt;without us.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Mary Stebbins&lt;br /&gt;060318 this version (see &lt;a href="http://halfformed.blogspot.com/2005/06/sudden-change-of-seasons-poetry-again.html"&gt;earlier&lt;/a&gt;)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12043552-114270020950016197?l=walkingthroughglass.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://walkingthroughglass.blogspot.com/feeds/114270020950016197/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=12043552&amp;postID=114270020950016197' title='5 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/12043552/posts/default/114270020950016197'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/12043552/posts/default/114270020950016197'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://walkingthroughglass.blogspot.com/2006/03/sudden-change-of-seasons.html' title='A Sudden Change of Seasons'/><author><name>Mary Stebbins Taitt</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_U18Pkzzfm1c/S0N4gotxbZI/AAAAAAAAAHo/hB151xE0_Ss/s1600/Self%3Dportrait%2Bwith%2BRoses%2B100104-1721%2BJan%2B4,%2B2010%2B9-21%2BPM%2B606x605-762657.jpg'/></author><thr:total>5</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12043552.post-112734492755725487</id><published>2005-09-21T19:22:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2005-09-21T19:22:07.583-04:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;a href='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/83/4302/1024/IMG_4328.jpg'&gt;&lt;img border='0' style='border:1px solid #000000; margin:2px' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/83/4302/400/IMG_4328.jpg'&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;PARKS:  In the MISTS of Niagara, photo by Mary Stebbins.  Every time I visit Niagara, I have to lean over the railing and look at the people climbing into the mists below in their blue raincoats.  There is something primal about the scene.&amp;nbsp;&lt;a href='http://picasa.google.com/blogger/' target='ext'&gt;&lt;img src='http://photos1.blogger.com/pbp.gif' alt='Posted by Picasa' border='0' style='border:0px;padding:0px;background:transparent;' align='absmiddle'&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12043552-112734492755725487?l=walkingthroughglass.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://walkingthroughglass.blogspot.com/feeds/112734492755725487/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=12043552&amp;postID=112734492755725487' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/12043552/posts/default/112734492755725487'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/12043552/posts/default/112734492755725487'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://walkingthroughglass.blogspot.com/2005/09/parks-in-mists-of-niagara-photo-by.html' title=''/><author><name>Mary Stebbins Taitt</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_U18Pkzzfm1c/S0N4gotxbZI/AAAAAAAAAHo/hB151xE0_Ss/s1600/Self%3Dportrait%2Bwith%2BRoses%2B100104-1721%2BJan%2B4,%2B2010%2B9-21%2BPM%2B606x605-762657.jpg'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12043552.post-111894103984454795</id><published>2005-06-16T12:54:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2005-06-16T13:00:11.013-04:00</updated><title type='text'>A Sudden Change of Seasons, poetry of dreams</title><content type='html'>I dreamed about "losing" my father, shortly after his death, and wrote a poem about it. Blogging is confusing, and I posted the poem on the &lt;a href="http://halfformed.blogspot.com/"&gt;Half-formed Blog&lt;/a&gt; because I was working on it there. It's called "A Sudden Change of Seasons (again)."  An earlier version is posted earlier on this blog, scroll down.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12043552-111894103984454795?l=walkingthroughglass.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://walkingthroughglass.blogspot.com/feeds/111894103984454795/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=12043552&amp;postID=111894103984454795' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/12043552/posts/default/111894103984454795'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/12043552/posts/default/111894103984454795'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://walkingthroughglass.blogspot.com/2005/06/sudden-change-of-seasons-poetry-of.html' title='A Sudden Change of Seasons, poetry of dreams'/><author><name>Mary Stebbins Taitt</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_U18Pkzzfm1c/S0N4gotxbZI/AAAAAAAAAHo/hB151xE0_Ss/s1600/Self%3Dportrait%2Bwith%2BRoses%2B100104-1721%2BJan%2B4,%2B2010%2B9-21%2BPM%2B606x605-762657.jpg'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12043552.post-111440347580253166</id><published>2005-04-25T00:26:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2005-04-25T00:34:27.763-04:00</updated><title type='text'>Lumpers and Splitters</title><content type='html'>I studied taxonomy in college and learned about lumpers and splitters. Some taxonomists like to divide and divide into smaller and smaller groups while others look for similarities and group things together. I've been splitting my blogs into topics, but sometimes, the topics overlap. I posted a dreamwork piece on the &lt;em&gt;Full Tilt Retreat&lt;/em&gt; Blog because I wrote it at my Spuddy Retreat Day three and wanted a continuity in that blog--a daily entry. So--if you'd like to see a dream used in a flash piece called &lt;a href="http://fulltiltretreat.blogspot.com/2005/04/spuddy-retreat-day-three-calico-wind.html"&gt;Calico Wind, click here&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12043552-111440347580253166?l=walkingthroughglass.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://walkingthroughglass.blogspot.com/feeds/111440347580253166/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=12043552&amp;postID=111440347580253166' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/12043552/posts/default/111440347580253166'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/12043552/posts/default/111440347580253166'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://walkingthroughglass.blogspot.com/2005/04/lumpers-and-splitters.html' title='Lumpers and Splitters'/><author><name>Mary Stebbins Taitt</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_U18Pkzzfm1c/S0N4gotxbZI/AAAAAAAAAHo/hB151xE0_Ss/s1600/Self%3Dportrait%2Bwith%2BRoses%2B100104-1721%2BJan%2B4,%2B2010%2B9-21%2BPM%2B606x605-762657.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12043552.post-111340829138866533</id><published>2005-04-13T12:03:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2005-04-13T12:29:30.176-04:00</updated><title type='text'>Dreams and Reveries</title><content type='html'>Water runs over my shoulders and down my back, warming and soothing me. My fingers reach deep into sudsy hair. A story forms in my mind, unfurls and blossoms. I watch it flower, excited, as I rinse and condition my hair. I soap and scrub my face and body, rinse, and step from the shower. As I reach for the towel, I realize the story is gone like a dream lost in morning sun.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12043552-111340829138866533?l=walkingthroughglass.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://walkingthroughglass.blogspot.com/feeds/111340829138866533/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=12043552&amp;postID=111340829138866533' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/12043552/posts/default/111340829138866533'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/12043552/posts/default/111340829138866533'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://walkingthroughglass.blogspot.com/2005/04/dreams-and-reveries.html' title='Dreams and Reveries'/><author><name>Mary Stebbins Taitt</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_U18Pkzzfm1c/S0N4gotxbZI/AAAAAAAAAHo/hB151xE0_Ss/s1600/Self%3Dportrait%2Bwith%2BRoses%2B100104-1721%2BJan%2B4,%2B2010%2B9-21%2BPM%2B606x605-762657.jpg'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12043552.post-111340954477416759</id><published>2005-04-13T12:02:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2005-04-13T12:28:29.926-04:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/83/4302/1024/rebecca%20dreams%20detailj.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="BORDER-RIGHT: rgb(0,0,0) 1px solid; BORDER-TOP: rgb(0,0,0) 1px solid; MARGIN: 2px; BORDER-LEFT: rgb(0,0,0) 1px solid; BORDER-BOTTOM: rgb(0,0,0) 1px solid" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/83/4302/320/rebecca%20dreams%20detailj.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Rebecca Dreams (detail from), multimedia: block print and electronic, Mary Stebbins &lt;a href="http://www.hello.com/" target="ext"&gt;&lt;img style="BORDER-RIGHT: 0px; PADDING-RIGHT: 0px; BORDER-TOP: 0px; PADDING-LEFT: 0px; BACKGROUND: 0% 50%; PADDING-BOTTOM: 0px; BORDER-LEFT: 0px; PADDING-TOP: 0px; BORDER-BOTTOM: 0px; moz-background-clip: initial; moz-background-origin: initial; moz-background-inline-policy: initial" alt="Posted by Hello" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/pbh.gif" align="middle" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12043552-111340954477416759?l=walkingthroughglass.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://walkingthroughglass.blogspot.com/feeds/111340954477416759/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=12043552&amp;postID=111340954477416759' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/12043552/posts/default/111340954477416759'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/12043552/posts/default/111340954477416759'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://walkingthroughglass.blogspot.com/2005/04/rebecca-dreams-detail-from-multimedia.html' title=''/><author><name>Mary Stebbins Taitt</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_U18Pkzzfm1c/S0N4gotxbZI/AAAAAAAAAHo/hB151xE0_Ss/s1600/Self%3Dportrait%2Bwith%2BRoses%2B100104-1721%2BJan%2B4,%2B2010%2B9-21%2BPM%2B606x605-762657.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12043552.post-111339774531615501</id><published>2005-04-13T09:08:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2005-04-13T09:09:05.316-04:00</updated><title type='text'>Rune Staircase</title><content type='html'>I dream that I have magic runes, clay or stone mini-tablets each inscribed with a word or letter that flow together to make stories and poems.  As I descend long winding stone stairs with damp rusty stains toward the courtyard of a castle, a soldier runs up the stairs, sword swinging at his side and bumps me, knocking my leather bag of runes so that they scatter down the long stairs.  This so upsets me that I awaken.  I ask Keith if he is awake and he mumbles he is.  I say that I have spilled my words on the stairs and to be careful.  It is difficult to speak.  Each word is extracted painfully from a deep shadowy place, drawn slowly out and deposited into an oddly foreign night.  Then in a rush, I say, “Or maybe it was just a dream, probably it was.”  He says he will watch for my words.  I go back to sleep thinking it was a dream and dream it was not a dream.  It is morning and I walk down the stairs of the house in Grosse Pointe Farms.  In bright morning light, I see my precious words strewn down the carpet-covered stairs.  As I pick them up, they form the words of a breathtaking story, but when I wake, the story is gone.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12043552-111339774531615501?l=walkingthroughglass.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://walkingthroughglass.blogspot.com/feeds/111339774531615501/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=12043552&amp;postID=111339774531615501' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/12043552/posts/default/111339774531615501'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/12043552/posts/default/111339774531615501'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://walkingthroughglass.blogspot.com/2005/04/rune-staircase.html' title='Rune Staircase'/><author><name>Mary Stebbins Taitt</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_U18Pkzzfm1c/S0N4gotxbZI/AAAAAAAAAHo/hB151xE0_Ss/s1600/Self%3Dportrait%2Bwith%2BRoses%2B100104-1721%2BJan%2B4,%2B2010%2B9-21%2BPM%2B606x605-762657.jpg'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12043552.post-111318093032827293</id><published>2005-04-10T20:55:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2005-04-10T23:29:42.143-04:00</updated><title type='text'>The Crucifixion</title><content type='html'>&lt;a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/83/4302/1024/black%20Jesus1.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="BORDER-RIGHT: #000000 1px solid; BORDER-TOP: #000000 1px solid; MARGIN: 2px; BORDER-LEFT: #000000 1px solid; BORDER-BOTTOM: #000000 1px solid" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/83/4302/320/black%20Jesus1.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Crucifixion, photo by Mary Stebbins, taken at &lt;a href="http://www.heidelberg.org/"&gt;The Heidelberg Project &lt;/a&gt;in Detroit. This photo has the nightmarish quality of certain dreams. &lt;a href="http://www.hello.com/" target="ext"&gt;&lt;img style="BORDER-RIGHT: 0px; PADDING-RIGHT: 0px; BORDER-TOP: 0px; PADDING-LEFT: 0px; BACKGROUND: none transparent scroll repeat 0% 0%; PADDING-BOTTOM: 0px; BORDER-LEFT: 0px; PADDING-TOP: 0px; BORDER-BOTTOM: 0px" alt="Posted by Hello" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/pbh.gif" align="absMiddle" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12043552-111318093032827293?l=walkingthroughglass.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='related' href='http://www.heidelberg.org/' title='The Crucifixion'/><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://walkingthroughglass.blogspot.com/feeds/111318093032827293/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=12043552&amp;postID=111318093032827293' title='4 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/12043552/posts/default/111318093032827293'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/12043552/posts/default/111318093032827293'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://walkingthroughglass.blogspot.com/2005/04/crucifixion.html' title='The Crucifixion'/><author><name>Mary Stebbins Taitt</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_U18Pkzzfm1c/S0N4gotxbZI/AAAAAAAAAHo/hB151xE0_Ss/s1600/Self%3Dportrait%2Bwith%2BRoses%2B100104-1721%2BJan%2B4,%2B2010%2B9-21%2BPM%2B606x605-762657.jpg'/></author><thr:total>4</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12043552.post-111315080001628009</id><published>2005-04-10T12:28:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2005-04-10T12:33:20.020-04:00</updated><title type='text'>At the Edge, short story from dream</title><content type='html'>In the past couple days, I wrote a short story based on a dream I had a few days ago.  Here is the dream:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I stop at Wegman's on my way to visit my mother at the nursing home. I want to buy her a little treat. Some dark chocolate. I like to bring her a little something when I visit, because she lives so much in the moment.I am disappointed to see a crowd gathered around the Menu table. They are exactly blocking the table of candy I wanted to examine. The chef demonstrates one of the meals from the new Menu and handing out samples. Some yuppie ham schnitzel concoction made with pork, not too spicy. I don't push up for a sample because I have only a little window of time to visit my Mom before I have to be at the lawyer's office. I’ve been asking Blake for a divorce for 20 years and have gotten nowhere. This will be the day I finally set the wheels in motion.I can't see Mom afterwards so I need to hurry. I push along the perimeter of the crowd and between stacks of crates displaying some of the ingredients for the ham schnitzel. On impulse, I toss a container of the ham and pork patties into my basket, and then all the other ingredient. It's a warmish early spring day, but if I wrap my car blanket around them, they should keep okay.I tear off one of the recipes printed on bright goldenrod paper and cram it down between the ingredients. I hope I like Ham Schnitzel.It's hot in here. I strip off my new grey North Face jacket and my grey textured American Eagle sweater. Blake gave it to me 20 years ago, on my birthday, right before he left me for Catlyn. I found it yesterday, digging some of Blake’s old stuff out of the closet where it’s hung for 20 years.I toss them in the basket. The sweater just surfaced this morning when I was tossing out some of Blake's old chamois shirts that were still hanging in the back of the closet. They wouldn't fit either of us, we've both gained weight. I turn away to look at the chocolate and someone takes my cart. It's a young woman, maybe twenty-two or three, with a child about five. "Brendyl," she shouts, as the child pockets a handful of grapes. She releases her hold on my cart to run over and snatch up the girl.Assuming she had grabbed my cart by accident, thinking it was hers; I push it about three steps toward the candy aisle. The woman dashes back, grabs it, and screams at me, "Don't take my cart."I stare at her, look into the cart. It's my sweater my coat, my schnitzel ingredients. I am not the one who's confused.She yanks the cart. Hard. Meanwhile, Brendyl, in her arms, leans over and drops her doll, a Barbie-like doll, and a whole pile of doll clothes into the cart.The woman pulls the cart. "Let go of my cart," she hisses.I yank hard and scream, "Help, Police, help!" No one looks or comes. My voice is strangled. I try again. "Help, police, help. Someone please help." It's a little louder, but not very. No one appears to notice.I give a sudden hard yank and the cart comes free from the woman's hand. I run through the crowd to the service desk. As I run, I pick the doll and doll clothes out of the cart. There are so many, scattered around the cart. I try to hand them to the young man behind the counter. He signals me to a different counter, comes down. I lay the dolls and the pile of clothes on the counter. Fish around for the few remaining ones. It occurs to me that I should have just taken my coat and sweater and let her have the cart."This woman . . ." I start to say."She stole my cart," the other woman says," running up."No," I say, "She stole mine.""That's a lie!" the other woman shouts.Now the crowd of people around the menu table is turning to look at us."If I stole your cart, why would I be turning in these things?" I ask, trying to stay calm. I can feel my ire rising. I pick up the doll and the doll clothes and try to hand them to Brendyl. The girl reaches for them but the woman slaps my hand and the doll and clothes fall to the floor.She grabs me by the arm and slaps me on the cheek, hard. My teeth rattle. I put my hand to my face and stare at her, astonished.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;To see the story that I wrote from this dream, click here (please keep in mind that at this point, at least, this is a very early draft--brand new!):   &lt;a href="http://halfformed.blogspot.com/2005/04/at-edge.html"&gt;http://halfformed.blogspot.com/2005/04/at-edge.html&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If you are interested in seeing the process I used writing this story, click here:  &lt;a href="http://halfformed.blogspot.com/2005/04/at-edge-look-at-raw-story-process.html"&gt;http://halfformed.blogspot.com/2005/04/at-edge-look-at-raw-story-process.html&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12043552-111315080001628009?l=walkingthroughglass.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='related' href='http://halfformed.blogspot.com/2005/04/at-edge.html' title='At the Edge, short story from dream'/><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://walkingthroughglass.blogspot.com/feeds/111315080001628009/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=12043552&amp;postID=111315080001628009' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/12043552/posts/default/111315080001628009'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/12043552/posts/default/111315080001628009'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://walkingthroughglass.blogspot.com/2005/04/at-edge-short-story-from-dream.html' title='At the Edge, short story from dream'/><author><name>Mary Stebbins Taitt</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_U18Pkzzfm1c/S0N4gotxbZI/AAAAAAAAAHo/hB151xE0_Ss/s1600/Self%3Dportrait%2Bwith%2BRoses%2B100104-1721%2BJan%2B4,%2B2010%2B9-21%2BPM%2B606x605-762657.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12043552.post-111307352069552069</id><published>2005-04-09T15:05:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2006-04-26T10:30:45.883-04:00</updated><title type='text'>In a Woodland Tunnel</title><content type='html'>&lt;a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/83/4302/1024/On%20trail%20self%20portrait%20copy.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="border: 1px solid rgb(0, 0, 0); margin: 2px;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/83/4302/320/On%20trail%20self%20portrait%20copy.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In a woodland tunnel: I often dream of walking on and on through faded landscapes as if at dusk. This is a self-portrait of me in one of my dreams. Mary Available.  Click on image to view larger. &lt;a href="http://www.hello.com/" target="ext"&gt;&lt;img style="border: 0px none ; padding: 0px; background: transparent none repeat scroll 0% 50%; -moz-background-clip: initial; -moz-background-origin: initial; -moz-background-inline-policy: initial;" alt="Posted by Hello" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/pbh.gif" align="middle" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12043552-111307352069552069?l=walkingthroughglass.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://walkingthroughglass.blogspot.com/feeds/111307352069552069/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=12043552&amp;postID=111307352069552069' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/12043552/posts/default/111307352069552069'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/12043552/posts/default/111307352069552069'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://walkingthroughglass.blogspot.com/2005/04/in-woodland-tunnel.html' title='In a Woodland Tunnel'/><author><name>Mary Stebbins Taitt</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_U18Pkzzfm1c/S0N4gotxbZI/AAAAAAAAAHo/hB151xE0_Ss/s1600/Self%3Dportrait%2Bwith%2BRoses%2B100104-1721%2BJan%2B4,%2B2010%2B9-21%2BPM%2B606x605-762657.jpg'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12043552.post-111307298009786052</id><published>2005-04-09T14:52:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2005-04-09T14:58:07.133-04:00</updated><title type='text'>Dreaming Tahquamenon</title><content type='html'>On a raft above the falls, drifting&lt;br /&gt;Among great boulders, a bed waits.&lt;br /&gt;Under a waxing gibbous moon, across&lt;br /&gt;the bed, we face each other. Unbutton one&lt;br /&gt;button at a time. Eyes lock&lt;br /&gt;in the dim light. Trees spin by, dark&lt;br /&gt;hemlocks, maples pale in autumn&lt;br /&gt;yellow. Another button. One more&lt;br /&gt;and clothes drop&lt;br /&gt;to the deck. Blue light caresses&lt;br /&gt;roundness of breast, lean length of arm,&lt;br /&gt;dark triangles. Under eyelets and&lt;br /&gt;goose down, we turn toward each other&lt;br /&gt;until skin touches skin along the length&lt;br /&gt;of limbs. Over the falls with a thundering&lt;br /&gt;whoosh, the raft sails. Miraculous,&lt;br /&gt;winged. It settles. Soft&lt;br /&gt;in the mist and foam below, our lips&lt;br /&gt;meet.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Mary Stebbins&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;For KT&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[050409-2a; 021027-1b, 1st]&lt;br /&gt;Available&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Tahquamenon is the second largest waterfalls east of the Mississippi. It is located in Michigan's UP. This poem came directly from a lovely erotic dream. I hope to continue to work on it until it succeeds (or comes closer to succeeding) at communicating the joy and pleasure I felt in this dream.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12043552-111307298009786052?l=walkingthroughglass.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://walkingthroughglass.blogspot.com/feeds/111307298009786052/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=12043552&amp;postID=111307298009786052' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/12043552/posts/default/111307298009786052'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/12043552/posts/default/111307298009786052'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://walkingthroughglass.blogspot.com/2005/04/dreaming-tahquamenon.html' title='Dreaming Tahquamenon'/><author><name>Mary Stebbins Taitt</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_U18Pkzzfm1c/S0N4gotxbZI/AAAAAAAAAHo/hB151xE0_Ss/s1600/Self%3Dportrait%2Bwith%2BRoses%2B100104-1721%2BJan%2B4,%2B2010%2B9-21%2BPM%2B606x605-762657.jpg'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12043552.post-111306643048112196</id><published>2005-04-09T13:07:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2005-04-09T13:10:24.406-04:00</updated><title type='text'>Dreams in Stained Glass</title><content type='html'>&lt;a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/83/4302/1024/Dreams%20in%20Stained%20Glass.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="BORDER-RIGHT: #000000 1px solid; BORDER-TOP: #000000 1px solid; MARGIN: 2px; BORDER-LEFT: #000000 1px solid; BORDER-BOTTOM: #000000 1px solid" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/83/4302/320/Dreams%20in%20Stained%20Glass.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Dreams in Stained Glass: Not only are dreams useful in writing, but also in artwork. This piece is a collage of dream images.  Mary  (artwork by me, Mary Stebbins)  NOT available at this time. &lt;a href="http://www.hello.com/" target="ext"&gt;&lt;img style="BORDER-RIGHT: 0px; PADDING-RIGHT: 0px; BORDER-TOP: 0px; PADDING-LEFT: 0px; BACKGROUND: none transparent scroll repeat 0% 0%; PADDING-BOTTOM: 0px; BORDER-LEFT: 0px; PADDING-TOP: 0px; BORDER-BOTTOM: 0px" alt="Posted by Hello" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/pbh.gif" align="absMiddle" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12043552-111306643048112196?l=walkingthroughglass.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://walkingthroughglass.blogspot.com/feeds/111306643048112196/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=12043552&amp;postID=111306643048112196' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/12043552/posts/default/111306643048112196'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/12043552/posts/default/111306643048112196'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://walkingthroughglass.blogspot.com/2005/04/dreams-in-stained-glass.html' title='Dreams in Stained Glass'/><author><name>Mary Stebbins Taitt</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_U18Pkzzfm1c/S0N4gotxbZI/AAAAAAAAAHo/hB151xE0_Ss/s1600/Self%3Dportrait%2Bwith%2BRoses%2B100104-1721%2BJan%2B4,%2B2010%2B9-21%2BPM%2B606x605-762657.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12043552.post-111306461416204120</id><published>2005-04-09T12:35:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2005-04-09T14:58:27.880-04:00</updated><title type='text'>A Sudden Change of Seasons</title><content type='html'>In the stacks of a crowded bookstore,&lt;br /&gt;searching for rare books&lt;br /&gt;in ancient Greek and Latin,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;my father disappears. The aisles&lt;br /&gt;are now oddly empty. Only my mother&lt;br /&gt;and me, bumping into each other&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;in our frantic search.&lt;br /&gt;It is later&lt;br /&gt;than we thought. We’ve missed&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the downtown bus, and lunch in Liverpool&lt;br /&gt;at a outdoor café. In the sun. Between planters&lt;br /&gt;of petunias and golden&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;honey locusts, we watch for my father.&lt;br /&gt;I think I see him,&lt;br /&gt;an anonymous man&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;in a brown felt hat and flapping trench coat&lt;br /&gt;headed our way with a package of books&lt;br /&gt;tied in brown twine. The bus&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;blocks him from sight, won’t stop&lt;br /&gt;when I try to flag it down. When it is gone&lt;br /&gt;without us, my father is gone again, too.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I think he’s vanished into the city until&lt;br /&gt;I spot him sledding with a group of children,&lt;br /&gt;running up the snowy hill with an air mattress.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Face full of fun and light, he turns,&lt;br /&gt;waves once,&lt;br /&gt;and continues on without us.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Mary Stebbins&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;For Pa&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[050409-3c, 020217-2x, 1]&lt;br /&gt;Available&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This poem was taken directly from a dream. The dream provided a metaphor for my father’s death. The task, as in all poems, is to put the dream events in concise clear language. I am attempting to move toward that goal with this poem. Mary&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12043552-111306461416204120?l=walkingthroughglass.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://walkingthroughglass.blogspot.com/feeds/111306461416204120/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=12043552&amp;postID=111306461416204120' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/12043552/posts/default/111306461416204120'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/12043552/posts/default/111306461416204120'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://walkingthroughglass.blogspot.com/2005/04/sudden-change-of-seasons.html' title='A Sudden Change of Seasons'/><author><name>Mary Stebbins Taitt</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_U18Pkzzfm1c/S0N4gotxbZI/AAAAAAAAAHo/hB151xE0_Ss/s1600/Self%3Dportrait%2Bwith%2BRoses%2B100104-1721%2BJan%2B4,%2B2010%2B9-21%2BPM%2B606x605-762657.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12043552.post-111305687722700042</id><published>2005-04-09T10:26:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2005-04-09T10:35:33.826-04:00</updated><title type='text'>Walking Through Glass, Adventures with Dream Poetry</title><content type='html'>From earliest childhood, I’ve always loved dreams. Once, my dream-life flowed seamlessly into my waking life--all one experience. With utmost sincerity, I told “true” stories that I later realized could not have been true in the “real” or phenomenal world. In one, my grandmother and I stood in the dark in our nightgowns. Outside the glass doors that opened to the back patio, a pack of wolves gathered in a circle of light from the candle on the dining room table. Only the panes of glass separated us from the wolves, and I knew from experience how easy it is to walk through glass—no harder than stepping through the skin of a lake into the water below. It was not the glass that protected me from the wolves, but the will and strength of my grandmother, who was very wise. She knew how to transform fearsome predators into friendly companions.&lt;br /&gt;Later that same year, a wildfire raged across the dry meadows behind the house, and I watched adults battle the blaze. The wolves gathered around me, flanking me on both sides. Inside the house. I now know that although the fire existed in the phenomenal world, the wolves were part of my dreaming.&lt;br /&gt;I began writing poems and stories when I was ten. They contained elements from both waking and dreaming life. They were often silly, but at ten, I didn’t mind being silly. I wrote about flying purple pigs, kings, queens, princesses and orphans. The princesses and orphans were all me. I created a private mythology, drawing from waking imagination and dream images. In dreams I could fly, and often gave my poetic self magical (dream-like) qualities. Dreams were more exciting and interesting than waking life and creating poetry from dreams was a way to re-enter that excitement.&lt;br /&gt;I didn’t articulate this until I grew up, but even as a child, I trusted the poemness of dreams. Dreams are communicated through image and metaphor, two major tools of poetry. Many dreams are poems begging waiting to be captured. Poems are rarely given to me in words, so recording a poem means translating images and metaphors into language. Appropriate language is crucial. A good dream does not automatically make a good poem. I use the same skills with dream poetry that I use in creating poems from a waking experience. I avoid clichés, choose musical and rhythmic words, pay attention to line breaks, stanza breaks and other poetic devices.&lt;br /&gt;Not all dreams are poems simply waiting to be recorded. Some dreams are too long, too complex, or too disjointed to make a good poem. In such instances, I might make poems from selections of the images and metaphors of dreams.&lt;br /&gt;Many dreams relate directly to waking life. I often make helpful and healing discoveries creating dream poems. Ellen Bass says that the purpose of poetry is to speak truth, not to heal, but speaking truth is often a first step to healing, and dreams always speak a truth about some aspect of inner or outer life.&lt;br /&gt;Because many of my dreams feel mythological, I am writing a series of mythological dreams, weaving personal mythology into classical mythology. Sometimes, dreams come to me that seem to be a “gift” from another culture. For example, I recently dreamed a short dream (my dreams are often long and convoluted) of an old woman emerging at night from a dark low doorway and opening her hand to release tiny stars which dispersed into the night. I got up and wrote the following poem:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;How the First Mother Brought Winged Stars&lt;br /&gt;to Earth&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So long did the first mother sleep in the shadows&lt;br /&gt;of her mud hut that the people forgot her. They forgot&lt;br /&gt;she had come from the sky and given birth to the long&lt;br /&gt;line of mothers, the mothers of all the first people.&lt;br /&gt;The people hunted in the fields and forests, fished&lt;br /&gt;in the streams, and sang under the stars until the first&lt;br /&gt;clouds were born of the seas. The first clouds grew&lt;br /&gt;and grew and covered the stars, weeping on and off&lt;br /&gt;for more than two hands of days. The first people&lt;br /&gt;caught the sadness of clouds, and as the clouds wept,&lt;br /&gt;so did the people. Their sadness flooded the first mother’s&lt;br /&gt;dreams. Though the first mother was ancient and shrunken,&lt;br /&gt;she was spry in dreams, and danced in the dream&lt;br /&gt;shadows of her hut into a dream of stars. She dreamed&lt;br /&gt;herself winged. Flew among the stars. Gathered&lt;br /&gt;great flocks of them into the nets of her wings.&lt;br /&gt;In her hut, she rose singing from her dreams. Came&lt;br /&gt;in the darkness of the nadir to the door of her hut. Called&lt;br /&gt;the people from their shelters to gather around her.&lt;br /&gt;Opened her hands, and released flying stars. Shining&lt;br /&gt;and twinkling, they dispersed into the tall grass&lt;br /&gt;and wildflowers. The people gasped, then laughed,&lt;br /&gt;then sang again. Sang and sang. Now her children,&lt;br /&gt;even those who had forgotten her, had stars, dancing&lt;br /&gt;stars they would call fireflies, stars to shine and call&lt;br /&gt;forth song, even on cloudy nights.&lt;a title="" style="mso-endnote-id: edn1" href="http://www.blogger.com/post-create.g?blogID=12043552#_edn1" name="_ednref1"&gt;[i]&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;While most of my dream poems involve translating images and metaphors into words, some are given to me in words. One night, I dreamed I was watching a scene and at the same time participating in it, and a voice in my dream mind dictated the words of a poem about what I was seeing. When I woke up, I could not remember all the words, but here is a rendering of what I do remember:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;City of Palms&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The trailer lurches across a blood sky&lt;br /&gt;on great silver wings whenever the baby kicks.&lt;br /&gt;Lonnie sees the future, a series of images:&lt;br /&gt;a city with palms lining miles of shining sand,&lt;br /&gt;beach tables set with silver, men in pastel shirts&lt;br /&gt;and ties, women in flowered skirts that swirl&lt;br /&gt;around their ankles. This baby will know&lt;br /&gt;a world beyond this rusted trailer tumbled&lt;br /&gt;under masses of kudzu, overgrown&lt;br /&gt;with tall grass and weeds. Below, green&lt;br /&gt;scum broken by mossy backs of giant snappers&lt;br /&gt;covers the pond and the slick muddy banks&lt;br /&gt;are littered with frogs and water moccasins.&lt;br /&gt;Lonnie grips the wobbly railing to let the pain pass,&lt;br /&gt;looks down into the rusting barrel of overflowing&lt;br /&gt;beer cans. She heaves herself up the rotting stairs&lt;br /&gt;into the dark oven where she will wait out&lt;br /&gt;the quickening pains and alone, push out Hope,&lt;br /&gt;red, wet and squalling.&lt;a title="" style="mso-endnote-id: edn2" href="http://www.blogger.com/post-create.g?blogID=12043552#_edn2" name="_ednref2"&gt;[ii]&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Although I write poetry for my own satisfaction, it is nice to occasionally win an award for my work. I wrote a poem combining my own sleep and waking dreams with the myth of Persephone, who journeyed to the underworld. (My dreams often feel like journeys to the underworld.) This poem won a first place in New Millennium’s semi-annual poetry contest:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In Murky Waters&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In spite of Demeter's sudden, unexplained warning to Persephone&lt;br /&gt;at dinner: "never dive into murky waters," already&lt;br /&gt;Persephone's pink toes disappear into the small shadowed pond&lt;br /&gt;she uses as an entry to the underworld. Persephone&lt;br /&gt;plunges deep into clouded waters, swims strong, and surfaces&lt;br /&gt;in another world. It's not the world you would expect,&lt;br /&gt;if you've been spelunking, not only cold dark damp rock,&lt;br /&gt;stalactites and stalagmites, clusters of bats, dangling spiders.&lt;br /&gt;Here, dark things coexist with an improbable profusion of sunshine,&lt;br /&gt;wind-washed dunes, torrid jungles, mountains, waterfalls, swamps.&lt;br /&gt;Anything you could find in the above-worlds exist below.&lt;br /&gt;Persephone couldn't see them at first, saw only the darkness,&lt;br /&gt;the fire-lit throne room, the endless files of dead passing through,&lt;br /&gt;the grey river Styx and the huge grey swamp through which it flows.&lt;br /&gt;Hades had to teach her. She kept opening her eyes to find other eyelids&lt;br /&gt;underneath, like Dante, taking off his masks. Hades, who kept rambling on&lt;br /&gt;about the "veils," peeled away onion layers of Persephone's eyes&lt;br /&gt;until a dim light, a pale yellow green light began to suffuse the endless night.&lt;br /&gt;Layer upon layer he peeled away, until Persephone herself started clawing,&lt;br /&gt;scraping masks of blindness from her eyes. After days and weeks and months&lt;br /&gt;of this, the sun slowly appeared to her under rock and through rock and within rock&lt;br /&gt;and beyond rock. She saw the rock that is sun. "Look at the sun,"&lt;br /&gt;she said to Demeter, one spring evening, pointing down through rock&lt;br /&gt;into her husband's chambers. Demeter thought her daughter&lt;br /&gt;weak from lack of sustenance, from drinking only grenadine for half the year.&lt;br /&gt;Persephone swore she would rewrite her own myth, imagining an ending&lt;br /&gt;entirely different from this, thinking only of escape from Hades and return to earth.&lt;br /&gt;Now, rewriting her myth again, she sees herself as uniquely privileged&lt;br /&gt;among women, beyond victim, beyond survivor, sun among shadows,&lt;br /&gt;golden fish in murky waters, powerful, winged, and shining&lt;br /&gt;queen of the underworld.&lt;a title="" style="mso-endnote-id: edn3" href="http://www.blogger.com/post-create.g?blogID=12043552#_edn3" name="_ednref3"&gt;[iii]&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I love writing dream poetry. For me, every poem, like every dream, is an adventure with something to teach me. I recommend it to anyone who remembers their dreams and enjoys poetry.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Mary Stebbins&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a title="" style="mso-endnote-id: edn1" href="http://www.blogger.com/post-create.g?blogID=12043552#_ednref1" name="_edn1"&gt;[i]&lt;/a&gt;For Debbie Hutchison and Robert Moss&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a title="" style="mso-endnote-id: edn2" href="http://www.blogger.com/post-create.g?blogID=12043552#_ednref2" name="_edn2"&gt;[ii]&lt;/a&gt;For Erin and Sara Stebbins&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a title="" style="mso-endnote-id: edn3" href="http://www.blogger.com/post-create.g?blogID=12043552#_ednref3" name="_edn3"&gt;[iii]&lt;/a&gt;New Millennium Writings, Fall/Winter 1997, for Linda Pennisi, Patrick Lawler, and Janine DeBaise&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12043552-111305687722700042?l=walkingthroughglass.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://walkingthroughglass.blogspot.com/feeds/111305687722700042/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=12043552&amp;postID=111305687722700042' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/12043552/posts/default/111305687722700042'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/12043552/posts/default/111305687722700042'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://walkingthroughglass.blogspot.com/2005/04/walking-through-glass-adventures-with.html' title='Walking Through Glass, Adventures with Dream Poetry'/><author><name>Mary Stebbins Taitt</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_U18Pkzzfm1c/S0N4gotxbZI/AAAAAAAAAHo/hB151xE0_Ss/s1600/Self%3Dportrait%2Bwith%2BRoses%2B100104-1721%2BJan%2B4,%2B2010%2B9-21%2BPM%2B606x605-762657.jpg'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry></feed>
